Thursday, June 4, 2009

I am starting to freak a bit...

So the morning sickness has been much better the last few days and it is really starting to freak me out. I go the the regular OB today for the first time and I think I am going to have to beg them to schedule me for another ultrasound as I just need to see that the little heart is still beating. The anxiety is getting the best of me and I hate that.

I am really nervous again today and just preparing myself for the worst. Wondering if I can ever go to a Dr's appointment again without having an anxiety attack.

I will update later...

5 comments:

just me, dawn said...

good luck, maybe they can surprise you with an US today? ((hugs))

callmemama said...

Can they do the doppler to hear the heartbeat in-office? I know very little of these things, but you think they would have some quick way to reassure you.

Tracy said...

seriously, we could be twins. I have been feeling the same way lately. Although, I've been having spotting, so I DID go in and get another u/s. I would ask. They understand this prengnacy after m/c stuff.

PJ said...

Oh, I hope they get you in and you are reassured.

I think I got a faint postive on an early hpt yesterday, and a few hours later started imagining the worst, reliving the stupid miscarriage from January. It's hard when you've been through so much.

A Decade of BFNs said...

I hope you get an u/s. I am sending you loads of sticky dust. I read your blog from the beginning and my heart goes out to you. I look forward to hearing about your little one growing and growing.