Thursday, March 19, 2009

I am sad, it was a girl...

Well my OB called today to tell me the chromosomal results from the D & C were in. It was normal, and it was a girl.

I cried for awhile. My heart breaking....

I knew in my heart it was a girl. Some people asked why did you want to know? I think I needed to know if I could so I could have better closure.

But still I am grieving for my lost little girl...

6 comments:

Tracy said...

I'm so sorry. That has to be really hard.

Fumbling towards Motherhood said...

I'm so sorry. I remember when I found out the sex of the first baby I miscarried...my heart broke. It somehow makes the loss more real when you know what it could have been. My heart goes out to you today.

Paula Keller said...

I'm so sorry.

Sadly, I am glad that I don't know and didn't even allow myself to imagine whether mine was a girl or a boy. I've just disengaged.

A said...

I am soooo sorry! I know that is really hard. Miscarriages just suck!

Living With Loss said...

I'm really sorry. I can understand wanting to know though. I hope it helps to give you that closure.

Take care, N

Tiger said...

I am really sorry for your loss. During this time just know there is people like me praying for you and your angel baby girl. I can understand wanting to know. I wanted to know with all three of my angel babies as well. I am praying for you.