Thursday, March 19, 2009

I am sad, it was a girl...

Well my OB called today to tell me the chromosomal results from the D & C were in. It was normal, and it was a girl.

I cried for awhile. My heart breaking....

I knew in my heart it was a girl. Some people asked why did you want to know? I think I needed to know if I could so I could have better closure.

But still I am grieving for my lost little girl...

6 comments:

Tracy said...

I'm so sorry. That has to be really hard.

Christa said...

I'm so sorry. I remember when I found out the sex of the first baby I miscarried...my heart broke. It somehow makes the loss more real when you know what it could have been. My heart goes out to you today.

PJ said...

I'm so sorry.

Sadly, I am glad that I don't know and didn't even allow myself to imagine whether mine was a girl or a boy. I've just disengaged.

A said...

I am soooo sorry! I know that is really hard. Miscarriages just suck!

Living With Loss said...

I'm really sorry. I can understand wanting to know though. I hope it helps to give you that closure.

Take care, N

Jennifer said...

I am really sorry for your loss. During this time just know there is people like me praying for you and your angel baby girl. I can understand wanting to know. I wanted to know with all three of my angel babies as well. I am praying for you.