The inevitable is taking forever....

Nothing has happened yet. I have actually stopped spotting...

I just want this to be over already.

I went to mall tonight to return a few things, and it seemed like every woman I saw there was pregnant. I just went back to my car and cried.

It just seems so unfair sometimes...

I go to the Dr on Thursday. If I haven't started bleeding yet, I will have to ask if she can do something...I feel the longer this continues on the longer before I my heart can start healing.

I mean how long do I have to wait, as if the knowledge that there is no hope is not bad enough. This sucks.