Friday, December 12, 2008

Still not going down fast enough...

Well it was only down to 43 on my last blood draw on Wednesday. Dr would have liked it in the 30's already. I will get it drawn again tomorrow and see where we stand. Another stick in arm...my arms are already so sore.

My heart is still hurting, seeing other's babies still brings a tear to my eye, and I can't even bring myself to hold my new neice, she is a month old. I just don't even want to touch her...

I start thinking I am ok for awhile, I am getting over this.

And then I am not ok...crying again till there are no more tears left.

Why do some people have it so easy...

1 comment:

Lee Dakota said...

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