Judgement Day...

I am soo nervous. Today is the day that we find out if the pregnancy is viable or not. I have to go for bloodword this morning and I have my third u/s at 2:30. I am preparing myself for the worse but I still have hope. We need to see at least a fetal pole today if not a heartbeat.

On another note, I recently got two books that have been really helpful. One is called Pregnancy after loss, and the other is Preventing Miscarriages. They have both sad and happy stories, but more importantly they showed me that my apprehension and doom and gloom attitude are really normal for being in this situation. I highly recommend them.

So please say a prayer today for my little bean. I will update later...